Skinny me ! And I am sooo relieved ! Like so relieved. Just celebrated my 45th rotation via girls birthday cruise and it was awe-mazing! 
And YES thats a two piece and waist beads - who TF am I?
As Lizzo would say Im 100% that bitch … Im not entitely but mostly - hahaha - this was probably my best vacation to date - where my insides matched my outsides and I was fully immersed in being the cute girl w no worries (well maybe flabby arms and legs) … bht great boobs & a flat stomach. Yes I said it
And I wont lie - it feels good. Eveeything fit. Everything was cute and the hardest decision to make was which one not nothing fits and why am I here?
Birthday dress for the win … I felt like one million dollars and. A ag of sweet heat bbq chips (my favorite). I have so much to say and yet not suree where to start. Grateful for Mounjaro and mourning that I took my last dose last week - and Ive been in the 133-137# range for the last few weeks. Its glorious. But I am worried
So many things are topsy turvy ish but don’t have to be. I am a different person than I was a few years ago invested in myself both inside and out and still hate to exercise LOL and drinking water (not proud, just truthful)
Meeting new ppl they have no ide aa year ago I was 90+ pounds heavier … and thats awesome and sad at the same time.
No real message in this post short of I’m feeling myself, scared of regain too lazy/uninspired to do what needs to be done and also unmotivated at work and want to have more fun ..
Fun costs money and time and both are limited. I’m ready for next but also worried I need to go into next with a maintenance coach and executive coach to keep me accountable and all of that costs .. yas Money and time …
Have u lost, regained and lost again? what did you differently the second time ro maintain w/o stressing about the scale or starving urself?
This might be my favorite pic of all the birthday pics!
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